I can’t believe it. I can’t believe he would do that to me. I thought we were friends. He must have put something in my drink. I feel so…used. He was so smug about it. So proud of himself. He just told me “You know you wanted it.” Then “Don’t try calling the police. Everyone saw how you was hanging all over me when we left the party”. Then he just dropped me off at the dorm and drove off laughing. Damn him! I did want it! I did want to be changed into a girl. I did want to be used. I just wasn’t ready to quit yet. Now I have to go find someone to finish what he started.