Endless history: 1 year later (part 3 of 6)

I decided to take Amber up on her offer and I couldn’t be happier. After six months I was feeling pretty lonely. On a lark I decided to join my co-worker Amber for a ‘girl’s night out’. I had a ball – clubbing, dancing, drinking and really just cutting loose. After a year full of stress and disappointment I really needed to let off some steam, relax and have some fun.

I shouldn’t have been surprised when Amber took me to the gay bar. She had been eyeing me up and down for quite a long time at work. I pretended she was just being friendly, but it was obvious she had been flirting with me. It didn’t bother me. In fact, I was very flattered. And I felt a little more relaxed in this environment. At least we wouldn’t be harassed by creepy guys all night.

I did make it clear to Amber that I just wanted to stay friends. She was cute, but I wasn’t sure I was ready to do that yet. And I felt a little guilty, too. In just a few more years I would be a guy again. I didn’t have the courage to tell Amber the truth about my situation and I felt like I was deceiving her by pretending to be a girl.

Amber took it well. She was disappointed, but she was happy to just be friends ….. as long as I promised to keep coming with her on these little excursions. I was happy to agree. It was the most fun I had in a long time. I couldn’t wait to see what Amber had in store for us next. She promised we would really enjoy it.

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