I don’t know how… I don’t know why. Time for me repeats like an endless loop. How much time has passed? Who is doing this to me? Every attempt to escape this loop pulls me back. I am afraid. I have been resisting my urges, struggling to keep sane. I’m scared but at the same time I am frustrated. The sensations… they keep building up. Part of me wants to put up a fight but, part of me wants to find release. The release I’ve been denied over.. and over.. again. *moan*
